me and the fray

i have obsessive affairs with certain singers and bands. today its the fray. forgive the urgency but hurry up and wait. . . my heart has started to separate.



i stumbled across a slap in the face yesterday. i ran across something that i once treasured and cherised as meant only for me was plastered all over something else for someone else. ouch ouch ouch. i hadn't thought about particularly this person or that piece of our relationship for quite sometime. but i guess i should be honored. my memory lives on in some sort of twisty tied way. hope she enjoys it. and him.



"it's a paradox of such epic proportions i may never understand why anyone would ever bother to endeavor to make justified the columns of the right now and what's left forever underneath the layers of a heart that's partly me and partly you. i am partly you."



i'm not really one to lament over lost loves, but i think everyone misses SOMEONE. it's undoubtably over and everyone has moved on from that which ceases to exist. but the ghosts still haunt. mine come in forms of designer cologne.

damnit.